いらっしゃいませ
a place where i let my thoughts out, may be NSFW.
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In the end, I am alone after all. How ironic. "I lead people to their own happiness but I have yet to attain my own" type shit.
today and yesterday was a crazy day. we chilled together for the weekend, spent time playing arcades, walked to fucking nowhere for hours, stopping by at 7e for quick break. then ended the night with movie session. it was fun, it truly is. thanks ryn, it was nice while it lasted, im sorry.
finally, i fixed the fucking thing, finally got time for myself to do whatever.
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>be me
>do cuts on my arm because :3333
>gets skin infection
truly a bruh moment
>found out about the mall near my uni has an arcade
>they got maimai
<THEY GOT MAIMAI>!>??!
i've been wasting money on this game for a while now, check out my epic rating
also, not so long time ago, i met someone really cool, somehow we shared a lot of interest, so fucking epic man. but it seems that, she has a LOT of problem, like a whole lot. i cant write them here but just know that shes going through a lot, and i feel really fucking bad for not being able to do anything about it. i mean really, what can i do, im just an IT person, a tech dude, a fucking neet. i wish i was better.
also, not so long time ago, i met someone really cool, somehow we shared a lot of interest, so fucking epic man. but it seems that, she has a LOT of problem, like a whole lot. i cant write them here but just know that shes going through a lot, and i feel really fucking bad for not being able to do anything about it. i mean really, what can i do, im just an IT person, a tech dude, a fucking neet. i wish i was better.
honestly, my mental has been going shit recently, it's .... -not bad, it's just that i lost myself sometimes... if that makes sense. i dont really like it :(.
got busy with life, something broke on the website and i dont have the time to fix it. ill... just put a massive fuck off "shits broken" sign at the top for now... the generator is broken but all the entries are written in a discord channel, so it'll be back... eventually.
>changed my course
<now im learning nothing because it's all just basic stuff now
oh man, this is such a drop in difficulty, everything is so easy now wtf.
started doing my request letter for program change, lots of paperwork. not fun.